chronic illness sucks.
May. 26th, 2007 09:23 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
Chronic illness sucks.
Lately, chronic illness sucks even more, because I have another one.
The many medical professionals in my life are not certain what, precisely, it is, which seems to be the story of my life.
Current thinking pegs it as post viral fatigue syndrome, possibly fibromyalgia.
I'm even more exhausted than usual, I'm in pain, and my thinking is fuzzy. :-( I could deal with all of it, except the fuzzy brain. I need my brain, it's about the only thing I have left that actually works.
After a few weeks of working part time, I gave in and went out on temporary disability. Working even a couple of hours a day is tiring.
Hell, washing my hair is tiring.
/whining
Lately, chronic illness sucks even more, because I have another one.
The many medical professionals in my life are not certain what, precisely, it is, which seems to be the story of my life.
Current thinking pegs it as post viral fatigue syndrome, possibly fibromyalgia.
I'm even more exhausted than usual, I'm in pain, and my thinking is fuzzy. :-( I could deal with all of it, except the fuzzy brain. I need my brain, it's about the only thing I have left that actually works.
After a few weeks of working part time, I gave in and went out on temporary disability. Working even a couple of hours a day is tiring.
Hell, washing my hair is tiring.
/whining
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Date: 2007-05-26 01:49 pm (UTC)Brought Nevada in yesterday. Possibly lymphoma.
Life.
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Date: 2007-06-03 11:17 pm (UTC)After a week of her grunting constantly in pain, despite the injections of stuff I was giving around the clock, I couldn't TAKE IT ANYMORE and I brought her in.
Now I have her ashes back in a tiny little tin. I now have five of those tins on my dresser. :-(
One of the great sadnesses of my life is that I live so far away from you.
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Date: 2007-05-26 03:20 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-03 11:18 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-05 11:25 pm (UTC)*hugs*
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Date: 2007-05-26 07:27 pm (UTC)(((hugs)))
I'm married to a guy who's on permanent disability now, but it took him a long few stubborn years to get here. Take care of yourself. You deserve it.
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Date: 2007-06-03 11:19 pm (UTC)It's funny; I've now slept so much that now I don't immediately pass out when I stop moving. Which, I suppose, is the point of this endeavor.
*loves*
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Date: 2007-06-03 11:50 pm (UTC)RIght back at you.
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Date: 2007-05-26 08:19 pm (UTC)Suffering from the attention of Medical Professionals myself, I have great empathy for you.
Also with the fibro. Exhaustion, pain, fuzzy-mindedness all sound like fibro. Fibro sucks major turnips. It's been the monkey on my back since 1991.
((hugs))
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Date: 2007-06-03 11:20 pm (UTC)However, right at this moment, I wish I wasn't feeling it quite so much. :-|
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Date: 2007-05-27 02:11 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-03 11:21 pm (UTC)I feel for you, girl.
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Date: 2007-06-04 08:10 pm (UTC)Because I'm sure you needed to know that. *G*
Thanks for the sympathy. I'm glad your IBS didn't get "upgraded" -- not that IBS is ANY more fun at all!
The gut, it do suck. *sigh*
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Date: 2007-05-28 05:05 am (UTC)no subject
Date: 2007-06-03 11:23 pm (UTC)There's no cure, they can only treat the symptoms.
However, moral support is always welcomed. :-)